Without you, i'm nothing.

"I CAN do all through YOU who strengthens me" Philippians 4:13,

Just watched a video about father and his son, from youtube that someone sent the link through mail. it is touching, and shown how a father love his family members.

Papa, I miss you...very miss my daddy (caused work currently stay at africa, more than about ten years already, he so tiring just because of us, his family.)in this moment, absolutely everyday I do, too. He just called me and gave me a mission that must take good care to mom, she fall sick and not feeling well recently, definitely i promised him so that he can take easy over there.
Without you, I'm nothing.

Recently, I awake naturally around 4 or 5am don't know why, but everytimes I brushed tooth washed face walk through living room and lie on the sofa to take a short nap, when my mom woke up will open the front door and start brushing everywhere that will caused me awake from my dream, then I will always do find same excuse to bring my mom to have breakfast that stand an important meal for health, that is "mom!! i'm hungry!! let's go eat!!" with loudness.

The only things I can do is keep advise my mom to eat more and drink more plant water, watever she doing I stil will get a plant water put infront her as well, sometimes since she like to drink kopi I got no idea to stop her.

Just now, I chat with her, alot of feeling come to my mind...I cant control myself to miss you, miss the face that you smiling to me, everytimes heard you say you're how much happiness with him, I can felt that you're satisfied on him. I do promised myself and will prey for you, your life, wish that when u need help the first person u will contact me and absolutely I will appear infront you immediately. Wish you happy everyday and keep your peace smiling face =)

Tomorrow, Business Environment examination, quite worries and I still didnt get to study yet, this week is Diploma level 1 final exam week, after this posted then i really have to dig into study mode already, I wan my brightly future!!!

Sometimes I wish we never ever meet each other,
Sometimes I hope you say you like me,
I hate myself for falling back in love,
Never been good at words I wan to say to you,
Only thing able to express my feel is through songs,
I'll just let the music makes me love to you.

This much for today, hope everything will goes better from now on...god bless.